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#51 - And Time Flies By ...

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And Time Flies By ...

So it's been a year since I updated. To the day.
I've checked periodically, browsed through the pictures that appeared in my feed but that was about it.
I haven't drawn anything other than degree-related architectural designs.
I haven't taken many photos other than those for a site analysis.
I haven't written much other than lab reports, or essays.
It's all paid off though. I passed (well) and am now completing my third year at university.

I mended my broken heart.
My confidence has increased ten-fold.
And I am happy.

To see where I'm a little more regular check out www.HCEngineering.wordpress.com and you'll discover where my life wants to lead itself to now.
There is a massive world out there and I can do so much more than sit behind a desk, creating wasteful, resource consuming buildings for wasteful and resource-consuming humans on the little island that I live.

I can do something.
I can be someone.
And I will

be someone.

Until next time, whenever that may be,

Still your Little Loz
xXx

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#50 - Living Out of Shells

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Living Out of Shells

I finally feel like I've found myself.
Like I'm finally alive.
Living as many moments as I can and not shutting myself away, out of sight, out of mind.

I've had a few great nights out within the City with my new housemates.
I've had a few more great nights in the house with the housemates.

I can walk to and from University every morning, and every night, without panicing.
This honestly feels like my home.
The people around me are my friends.
I'm content so much of the time.
Internally at peace.

At the moment I'm really looking forward to Halloween!
My first houseparty, and second attempt at dressing up, since I moved out of the parental home.
I found a "cute" little black dress and I'm readjusting it so it's a little more my style.
Character Idea? - Fallen Angel :brokenheart:
Black dress, studded collars, new rocks.

Should be a good night.

Your Little Loz
xXx

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#49 - Artistic Threads

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Artistic Threads

You ever heard of the 100 Themes Challenge?
If you've been watching me for around 3 years then you will have,
I've pledged to do this before.
This time it's different.

I pledge to complete a theme a day.
Where I fall behind my Challenge Deadlines (due to RL University Deadlines),
I shall work to catch up.

The aim?

Finish the day before Christmas Day.
100 works of art.
A visible improvement in writing and drawing.
The odd photograph.
Pushing my own boundaries!
IMPROVEMENT.
Improvement...

Will I be a better writer when I'm done?
Will I be a better artist when I'm done?
Only time will tell, until then, wish me luck!

Check out the Challenge yourself at 100ThemesChallenge!

Forever your loving little loz

xOx

The Themes

Variation 2
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My Progress
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#48 - Love is... Gone

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Love is... Gone

Nothing more to say than I broke up with my girlfriend.

I will be happy.
I will be.

One day.

Hopefully.

xXx

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#47 - Love is...

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Love is...

I was at a wedding this weekend and at one point the Minister told us what a bunch of primary school children had written upon being asked to finish the above sentence.

Go ahead! Give it a go

After he'd told us those he gave us some of the primary school children's advice, I found this one particularly amusing : "It's good to practice kissing because if you can kiss good you don't get wrong when you forget to put the bin out." I thought just how right that poor child was...

I started writing this journal update with the intention of leaving you only a simple three line poem. Here is is :

Tie your dreams 6 foot off the ground
So when the steps leading to the heavens break
You don't have far to fall.

I am learning this is so much less painful as time goes on. Once again I built my hopes up, thought everything would turn out alright... Bull shit.
Why does it hurt so much every single time?

Your Hopeful Love-Filled Fool...
~

xXx

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#51 - And Time Flies By ...

Oct 29, 2012

And Time Flies By ... So it's been a year since I updated. To the day. I've checked periodically, browsed through the pictures that appeared in my feed but that was about it. I haven't drawn anything other than degree-related architectural designs. I haven't taken many photos other than those for a site analysis. I haven't written much other than lab reports, or essays. It's all paid off though. I passed (well) and am now completing my third year at university. I mended my broken heart. My confidence has increased ten-fold. And I am happy. To see where I'm a little more regular check out www.HCEngineering.wordpress.com and you'll di

#50 - Living Out of Shells by xXxforgottonxXx, journal

#50 - Living Out of Shells

Oct 29, 2011

Living Out of Shells I finally feel like I've found myself. Like I'm finally alive. Living as many moments as I can and not shutting myself away, out of sight, out of mind. I've had a few great nights out within the City with my new housemates. I've had a few more great nights in the house with the housemates. I can walk to and from University every morning, and every night, without panicing. This honestly feels like my home. The people around me are my friends. I'm content so much of the time. Internally at peace. At the moment I'm really looking forward to Halloween! My first houseparty, and second attempt at dressing up, since

#49 - Artistic Threads by xXxforgottonxXx, journal

#49 - Artistic Threads

Sep 7, 2011

Artistic Threads You ever heard of the 100 Themes Challenge? If you've been watching me for around 3 years then you will have, I've pledged to do this before. This time it's different. I pledge to complete a theme a day. Where I fall behind my Challenge Deadlines (due to RL University Deadlines), I shall work to catch up. The aim? Finish the day before Christmas Day. 100 works of art. A visible improvement in writing and drawing. The odd photograph. Pushing my own boundaries! IMPROVEMENT. Improvement... Will I be a better writer when I'm done? Will I be a better artist when I'm done? Only time will tell, until then, wish me

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#47 - Love is...

Aug 1, 2011

Love is... I was at a wedding this weekend and at one point the Minister told us what a bunch of primary school children had written upon being asked to finish the above sentence. Go ahead! Give it a go :) After he'd told us those he gave us some of the primary school children's advice, I found this one particularly amusing : "It's good to practice kissing because if you can kiss good you don't get wrong when you forget to put the bin out." I thought just how right that poor child was... I started writing this journal update with the intention of leaving you only a simple three line poem. Here is is : Tie your dreams 6 foot off the groun