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Over You
Two weeks, and I've cracked.
thought I could take a step back.
After I'd thought things through,
I thought I could
get over you.
Things are
still almost the same,
I've spoken to you
most days.
All I ask is to
My Heart,
"Why didn't you grow cold from the start?"
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Your face
There's a smile on your face,
But there's tears in your eyes.
The facade is crumbling,
the wall behind which you hide.
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Find me
Sometimes I wish someone knew to find me when I need company,
talk to me when I want to listen and hold me when I want to cry.
But you're only human, you can't read my mind,
so i'll curl up in the dark tonight and hope you find me while I'm still alive.
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Just a Statistic
Cold emotions and an empty smile,
The stone dead heart hasn't beat in a while.
The bloods pooled already on the floor,
Her dulled eyes looking for the door,
The only way she could see to escape
The never-ending torrent of abuse and hate.
A life of loving and learning led astray.
Another number thought of no other way.
A simple glance that says everything,
Another queen never to find her king.
The knife's under the window light,
Framed by a streak shining bright.
The glint of a reflection catches the eye,
White clouds and birds pass on by,
Life goes on for the others by her side
Whilst she runs, and in the darkness hides.
Her eyes are gently brushed shut,
The blanket drawn over the fatal cut.
Words of peace and love whisper out
Sounding in the silence like a shout.
The syringes are collected without sound,
The wires carefully coiled and bound.
For the paramedics its just another job,
From the family just a whimpered sob.
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Hands in Hands :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 0 0 Votes for All :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 1 0 Predictable II :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 0 0 Nothing but Ashes :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 0 0 Predictable :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 0 8 Loch Leven :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 1 0 2. Love :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 0 0
Let us tie our hands with ribbon
Let us paint smiles across our faces
Let us wear our necklaces of rope together
And hang so they can find us

When I first saw that face I knew
That we would never last
I knew neither of us was strong enough
But that our love wouldn't pass
When I first saw that note you wrote
I knew we were both the same
Acceptance was never an option,
They just tolerated us day to day
So let us tie our hands with ribbon
Let us paint smiles across our faces
Let us wear our necklaces of rope together
And hang so they can find us

In life there were tears and struggling
Arguments amongst the rest
We just followed along behind
Tried to fit in, we tried our best
In death we cannot be separated
There's no-one to judge or shout
Together in the blackness eternal
Strong, not pushed about
So let us tie our hands with ribbon
And let us paint smiles across our faces
Let us wear our necklace of rope together
And hang so they can find us
So let us tie our hands with r
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The Freedom of Flying
And I walk the final walk,
Up the clifftops to the peak.
I stand and look out upon the waves,
The freedom that we all seek.
I spread my arms out wide,
Look down upon the sea,
The rocks below the water,
My freedom just ahead of me.
A simple step to a better time,
Wind through my hair as I fly.
In those final moments I am free,
I accept the pain with only a soft cry.
The cold of the water shocks.
Down. Down. Down, I sink.
Happy memories flood my mind,
A brief moment to think.
And I kick toward the light,
The pain is more than surface deep.
I realise now that flying,
This is not the way to what we seek.
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Until Death Do Us Part - II
He ran his hand through his tousled blonde hair, his eyes were still half-closed with sleep, and stumbled toward the entrance. Nought but two steps later, he fell again.
"Gabe…" It could have been mistaken for a whisper of the wind, but it was the most that the distraught man could manage. He pushed himself to his knees once again, paused and fell back to the snow-bound Earth he had come from. The faintest whimper of a broken man in pain, he tried again, "Gabe…" Nothing. Only silence followed the rough whisper.
The dirty blonde hair fell across the face of the small man, his pale and drawn face showing the stress of the previous few weeks, his long and thin fingers reached across the snow covered graves towards the entrance, the snow he had only just climbed out of. There had been another beside him and he followed their tracks with his dulled eyes, they led away, only away. He tried once more to push himself to his knees, with a barking cough and another soft whimper of pain
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Mature content
Oh What I'd Give... :iconxxxforgottonxxx:xXxforgottonxXx 1 1
A Girl In Love
Oh, to sleep with a smile on my lips, not a tear in my eye.
To sleep with sweet thoughts playing through my mind, not a heavy heart.
To sleep dreaming of tomorrow in your arms, not alone with my fears.
To sleep like a girl in love, it's a start.
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Some of my recent work.


by Jshei

:bulletred:Technique:bulletred: I'm going to be honest here. And by that I mean when I saw the thumbnail in my devWatch I thought "Not another photograph o...



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And Time Flies By ...

So it's been a year since I updated. To the day.
I've checked periodically, browsed through the pictures that appeared in my feed but that was about it.
I haven't drawn anything other than degree-related architectural designs.
I haven't taken many photos other than those for a site analysis.
I haven't written much other than lab reports, or essays.
It's all paid off though. I passed (well) and am now completing my third year at university.

I mended my broken heart.
My confidence has increased ten-fold.
And I am happy.

To see where I'm a little more regular check out and you'll discover where my life wants to lead itself to now.
There is a massive world out there and I can do so much more than sit behind a desk, creating wasteful, resource consuming buildings for wasteful and resource-consuming humans on the little island that I live.

I can do something.
I can be someone.
And I will
be someone.

Until next time, whenever that may be,

Still your Little Loz


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United Kingdom
An amateur photographer studying at Coventry University, England.


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LoneOokami Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012  Student Photographer
Happy Birthday :heart: Have a nice day :D
MadCat1 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2011
Thanks for the :+fav: ^^
Coreclown Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2011
thx for fav! :)
Thanks for the :+fav:
jonathoncomfortreed Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011  Student Photographer
Hey, I've added you to Face Your Avatar! :dummy:

Let me know if you don't want to be in it or if you know someone else who should be in it by commenting on the deviation and I'll make the appropriate changes. :thumbsup:

Thanks for being awesome!
IAmTheSeeker Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey there!

Thanks a lot for the watch! Means a lot :D
xXxforgottonxXx Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
No thankYOU for putting up the awesome fiction, I'm looking forward to reading more :)

IAmTheSeeker Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Haha, you mean my Gabilliam stuff?
I'm so sorry, but I don't write fanfiction anymore, I have a current story called "Streamline" going on at the moment though, so I'd appreciate if you'd check that out. Y'know, if ya don't mind. haha

xXxforgottonxXx Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yup, that's the one :) I saw it uploaded to #dA-Corner and that got me reading the rest of your writings. I really like your writing style and was quite upset when streamline only appeared to have 1 chapter

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carapau Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! :iconballoonplz: :cake:
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